Gone, buried within me,
life buried under the thoughts of you.
Memories in the world of loneliness,
heart broken to pieces and blown away.
Lost in time while you wait of that
one moment you will soon regret.
Killing every inch of me until
theres no more.
Wanting to believe it was for the best,
but knowing it was the most terrible thing
that has ever happened.
Inside your heart will you realize
I'm gone, not with you anymore.
It's not right for both of us, so we
shed tears of forgiveness and wonder
wishing we could change the course of
our lives back on the right track.
But sometimes my heart doesn't want to, it wants
to stay shattered inside and never be fixed or, replaced
by some stranger that will repeat the whole process until
I finally give in and shut myself down and never think
about rebooting ever again and now you are here trying
to change me for your own personal game you never
I just think maybe shutting myself down isn't
that bad in the first place.